Packages

Recently I bought a few things.. or rather I ordered them from Japan/Korea ^_^v

First of all I ordered two wristbands for this project. 

They're so epic! If you buy a wristband the profit'll go to Japan for the Tsunami :3 As I said I ordered two wristbands and donated another $5,- (Not much but I'm not that rich ;-;).

What I love about this is that we as NEWS fans got together and tried our best to help. I love it when fandom gets together!

The only downside is that I don't want to wear them too often because they're fading a little :(

I also ordered Namie Amuro's Checkmate! *__*

 I haven't really been a Namie-fan, but this album is really nice! I've listened to most of the songs before I decided to buy the album.. I really like Unusual ft Yamashita Tomohisa (this is also one of the biggest reasons why I bought the album, because it also has the MV DVD included.. hurr Yamapi. ♥), Make it happen ft. AFTER SCHOOL and Black Diamond ft. DOUBLE.

Honestly, I still need to watch the dvd *shot*, but I've watched a lot of the MV's online already, so it's not THAT big of a shame ;p. I'll watch it asap though!

Last, but not least! I also bought a kuroi buta (black pig) kigurumi! ^_^ My very first one!

(Yes, that is in fact Dean/Jensen on my screen ♥)

I ordered my kigu @ Sweet Holic (a Korean site) where the service is really cute! I had some questions about the payment so I sent this uber formal e-mail and in the response it was all "Hiii~ ^^" .. made me smile. :3

Yay packing is cuuuute~

(And this time it's Misha ♥)

  

 (Supernatural BG = ♥)

In the package I also got a pair of cute socks! XD I want more of these!!

And I got 2 lollies ROFL

Don't they look YUMMYYY. (Haven't eaten them yet because I was very sick this weekend :( ..)

And a few pics of me wearing the kigu ROFLMAO. - I'll be wearing the kigu @ Abunai 2011~ Yes I bought a saturday ticket =D

 Mommy took the pics XD ghehe.

Well that was all for now! ^_^

Horror movie is actually scary? SAY WHAT!?

A few days ago I've watched the scariest movie I've ever seen. I'm STILL thinking about the movie and I sometimes think I see a ghost flashing by.  

THANK YOU,

Insidious

(watch the trailer if you want)

Most of my friends know that I love horror movies and that being scared is a big 'rush' for me. I love the feeling a horror movie can give you and I want more of the scare. Well I got what I wanted!

Insidious is a story about ghosts and demons. I believe in ghosts and demons. This story comes close to what I expect when seeing a ghost or a demon (if I'd ever see them clearly like they show you in the movie).

I'm not going to talk about how and why I believe, because I don't like to argue with non-believers. (It is a major waste of time and too much stress for me to handle.)

When it comes to ..'supernatural' things (not talking about the series, that's a first), I want to know everything about it. That's why I'm so obsessed with horror movies and mythological things.

I'm probably so obsessed about the movie because I've never experienced that I was so scared during a movie. I can't understand that this movie is soo different from the others.

It's probably because there were a few personal fears that they used.

1. Demon looks really like a few demons they use in Indonesian culture (I am -half- Indonesian).

Not exactly ofcourse. But there are some elements that just remind me of it... (and yes it also looks like Darth Maul LOL!) - I do think they look scary though o_O

2. Ghost stands at window. - This is a personal fear I've had for as long as I can remember. I am scared of the dark because I'm afraid that out of NOWHERE someone is standing there, staring into your soul like they want to eat your heart. ...I always run to my room because my room is next to a door where there is a small window. I fear for a dude staring through the window. ...MOVING ON.

3. Some scary moments aren't placed when you expect them. One thing I grasp onto is that ghosts mostly don't manifest when it's noon. Insidious does not apply this rule at. all.

4. The cinema is big, so the sounds are LOUD. I'm sensitive for sounds.. they make my heart beat faster and stuff. o_o

5. The movie somehow really SHOWS you things. It's not some shade passing by or a quick face that you can't really identify if you don't pause the movie, but actual seeing something. I think they did a really good job at this. I thought it was something I had never seen before for some reason... Can't quite put my finger on why exactly that is though. Other movies also show you things, but this one was ... different. (Probably because special effects are getting better and better too XD)

I think the makers of Paranormal Activity know my fear-spot. PA 1 + 2 also scared me a lot (use of sound probably helped a lot XD). I also like the saw movies, but they don't scare me at all. It's just bloody, but OK to watch from time to time.. :)

One downside (or maybe a plus for people who have an even weaker heart than me) is that they added these two goofies who reminded me of Ghostfacers :/ I could rest my heart a little when they cracked some jokes, and I think that's exactly why they added them.. but I did think that it was kinda off at times.

There also was one scene where this ghost looks like a failed vampire XD that really ruined the moment for me. LOL! But other than that... best scary movie I've seen.

God is my witness

...this will be my first blog entry about a series, some kind of 'review'. For that God is my witness, or rather, Cas is!

I watched Supernatural last night and it totally blew my mind. Cas blew my mind.

I've been a Castiel fan since a while now and I can't stop talking about him, so the last couple of episodes (in which Cas his view on things clashes with the view of Sam and Dean) have really made me an emotional wreck. I can get very emotionally attached to a serie, song, story whatever and Supernatural has been probably one of the biggest EVER.

After watching "The man who knew too much" I couldn't sleep for at least half an hour. During the ending of that episode my jaw dropped and I had a waterfall running over my cheeks. It really made me think about a lot of theories which I discusses with a fellow SPN friend... :)

Cas is now the new God. Is he really? I mean I believe that he is utterly powerful and that everyone should fear him, but is he the new GOD. It is GOD we are talking about. I kind of expect the original God to pop up and 'help' the Winchesters, or at least talk to them and point them in the right direction.

I still think that Chuck is God, because he suddenly snapped his fingers with a big smirk and left the scene. Never to be heard of again. But who knows, I think the Winchesters will be searching for flat breads now. 'Cause God is on one. ;)

I still think that Cas will somehow fall... well it's best of me to say that I HOPE that he will fall because I remember that he said that he missed being on earth so much, he should taste human life so he can learn from his mistakes. (Or he will probably die when he is defeated)

What's been bothering me a lot is that Cas was right a few times... Cas asked and pleaded for Dean's help, because he helped Dean a LOT of times himself.. he's got the right to ask something as big as this from Dean. I can't remember any major things where Dean really helped Cas. Ofcourse they stopped the apocalypse together and Cas is thankful (this is expressed in The Man Who Would Be King) but I don't remember something else. (If there are, please do correct me!)

On the other hand, I understand that Dean just can't let this go down. It's in his blood to stop things like opening purgatory so he can't just step away from his.. his faith so to speak. It's just a clash of both.

Eventually Cas just cracks or something, it really scared me. He probably feels like he has nothing else than power.. no family, since he killed a lot of his brother Angels, no more Winchesters, no Balthazar and not even God... even when he begged God for a sign he still didn't show. He feels betrayed and ..I guess lonely too.

I think Cas is swimming in sins. Pride being so big that it swallows him whole. (Hmm.. he's still a virgin though... *cough* well... however... I ship Destiel... but.. HAHA OK OFF TOPIC)

Anyhow, I'm really excited for Season 7 and I don't really know how I am going to survive my weekly fix of Supernatural... I'll probably rewatch the series A LOT. <3 (If I have the time, lol.. I'm so busy.)

There is never enough time

Oh my Lord, I haven't posted anything for quite a while! So much to tell you guys I don't know where to start LOL.

I've been really busy! Ever since I started my internship I have been lacking sleep. No, that's not completely true, when I started my internship I've been very busy but managed to go to bed on time (because I was scared that I would fall of my bike because I'd be too tired. I'm serious.), but when DST changed everything got screwed up again D:

It feels like I never have a day off XD I used to have my PJ-days a LOT, but now I hardly have 'em. :( That worries me, lol. I've always had those days to reboot because honestly I'm just weak. Quickly tired and drained. I've always been weak, but I try anyway.

I've been going to the cinema at least once a week, so I can update my day zero project again XD LOL! So many epic movies... I'm completely into the movie-scene... and what's surprising me is that a lot of movies are mythological and/or have hints of Christianity. I might see it all the time because I'm so biased by Supernatural (which has a lot of Christian mythology in it.). I'm really into those genres so I'm so psyched about it!

I'd love to do something with movies and/or entertainment... if only I would grow over my shyness and insecurities! GOD it's FRUSTRATING! I can't follow my dreams because of my own boundaries. I'm really working on them right now though... baby steps.

Movies I've watched!

• Big momma's: Like father like son
• Just go with it
• Limitless
• The resident
• World Invasion: battle LA
• Scream 4
• The Lincoln Lawyer
• Thor
• The Fast 5
• Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides

That's 10 movies! Wow! :o

I totally loved Limitless... I'd want to use 100% of my brain.... I'd be so smart... :o

The resident was epic too :), loved to see Jeffry Dean Morgan, because I've only seen him as daddy Winchester ;)

Battle LA was good too! Expected it to be yet another lame alien movie, but this one ended better than expected. :)

Scream 4 was good too YAY, I've been a scream fan since I was a little girl so I flailed so hard...

The Lincol Lawyer didn't disappoint me either, was sucked in till the end!

Thor was nice :), I love this mythological story... maybe I should've done a study on mythology man, I'm so obsessed about it.

The fast 5 is one of my fav movies to DATE. It's really, really good! They used people from every movie.. and they used the right ones!

POTC4 was a little bit disappointing, but that's because I expected it to be MAJOR. It's a very good movie, but not as good as the 3 movies before this one, but that's because I've been a fan since the first movie. I even cosplayed as Capt'n Jack XD

Well, what else can I tell you guys. Oh right! My friend Lin suggested that I should write about all the series, dramas etc I watch because I'm so biased about them. I'm a little scared to really 'review' episodes because I'm really insecure.. so bare with me and my (emotionally attached) opinions! I'm also scared that I don't know squat about what I'll be writing about, but hey I do watch a lot of series and I have watched quite a few dramas... so I'll probably give it a go!! :) (That way I won't spam my facebook friends as much as I do, lol.)

I think that this is enough for today! I'll just check my Day Zero Project before I end this long long post.

17.  Overcome one fear

I kinda did. I rode the ferris wheel (lol is that even correct english?) and I was really scared!! But I managed to stay alive and even look around... so I kinda find this 'overcoming a fear', because I'd never think that I would ever do that. (I'm scared of heights)

 

36.   Buy jeans 

I  went to Bremen a few days ago and I bought jeans @ primark! :) I bought a lot of stuff XD

37.   Buy 5 dresses (2/5)

I bought 2 dresses also :3

 

47.   Go to 5 cities I’ve never been before (2/5)

I've been to Bremen and I've never been there before! ^0^

 

53.   Watch 20 movies in the cinema (13/20)

We all know this one~

65.   Fix the Hello Kitty pillow I got from my friend

Weeeellll, I fixed it! <3 It's so nice when I play pokemon on my bed XD

69.   Sell something I made myself

I sold a plushie I made! *_*

Yaaay that was it! ^_^ 4 euro's added lol!