NWLY

I've had a few conversations with friends who start a new relationship. "Warn me when I turn into one of 'those'!" "I won't let my friends down!" .. but they all lie! When you do 'warn' them they get mad at you for poking your nose into their epic relationship. EXCUSE ME? You told me to!!!

I also have friends who do spend time with me and with other friends (without their significant other), but, funny, those people don't have the 'talk' with me. Coincidence? I think not! I'm guessing that those friends who want to reasure me about our friendship feel guilty in a way... they already know that they're that kind of person and they're scared to give in. Why else do you have to reasure me? You're actually just trying to convince yourself! These people make me puke in my mouth...

Maybe I'm being a huge hypocrite right now, but I don't care. I've had these words on my mind EVERY DAY for more than a year now and I'm sick of keeping my mouth shut tight. I'll be honest, I was a person who hungered for love blablabla, but since I started college I've changed, I guess. Yes, I've fallen in love and liked a few guys and no ofcourse it didn't work out ('ofcourse' because I've become so bitter), but in that period of time I've learned to let my childish fantasies go. I still have my dreams and I still dream A LOT, but maybe I've grown into a stage where I can think a little less naive. I still 'believe in love' and all that blabla, I just can't stand people who suddenly let their friends fall for a f*ck. I mean a 'good relationship'. I've become a person who cares a lot for friends and I now know who are my real friends. A lot of my current friends have a relationship and they DO NOT LET ME DOWN because they have to go shopping for shoes with their boyfriend or WHATEVER. They put effort in visiting me, they don't want to do e-ve-ry little thing with their bf/gf. It's the little things that count! Give them a call, a text, an e-mail, whatever!

There, I've said it. You may agree or disagree, but I've had this on my mind for sooo long...

Day Zero Project Update

'Erro!

I just wanted to tell you about the Day Zero Project things I have done. :)

I visited my friends by train!

I went to Haarlem last weekend and I traveled there by train! :) *puts a euro in cowbank*

I made a plushie! ^^ 

(2 actually.. 2 cubes)

A piggy and a panda ^_^

I've also visited a city I've never been to LOL: Hoofddorp!

AND I spoiled myself last month :) Bought myself some makeup worth 3 euros hahaha.

I'm living for the weekends!

Last weekend was so awesome! I spend 2 nights at Drea's place and we went to Primark~ It was so much fun! I bought a new coat, shoes, a shirt.. blabla! I'm so happy with all of it XD haha. I also bought Pokemon black.. GET!

It's very different from the other ones IMO O_O I have to get used to it XD haha. But I like it!! I picked the water-type pokemon.. Oshawott or something? I'm not too thrilled about the starter pokemon tbh...

ANYWAY.

I also went to my other best friend's birthday~ It was so much fun!! I really had a great time. We played some games, laughed and made some pictures..

 

We finally have group pics XD!

The birthday girl is the panda one~ haha. We bought it for her.. I love it when we all put our heads (and wallets) together and buy a big present.

I for example got my precious Nintendo DSi XL from all of my friends. I wasn't writing this blog when I got it, so I'll just write about it now.

I was so surprised to get this....! I have some pictures of when I opened it and my face is, as people say, priceless HAHA. (I'm not going to post them because they're ugly !! XD) I didn't expect anything like it at all haha. If I'm not mistaken I'm the 'first' one of us to get such a big present.. I felt SO LOVED, warm and fuzzy inside it was HEARTS EVERYWHERE. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

EXPLOSION OF HEARTS WHUAH! ♥

Haha, yeah that's how I felt that day. XD 

What I'm trying to tell you guys, is that I have great friends and that I wuv them so much~ haha. Not just because we like spending money on each other, but because of all the effort we put into the presents we buy!

This is a little appreciation blog for my friends. I'm not going to name anyone, because they know. (And if they don't then they're not real friends anyway!)