Hola people!
It's been too too long I know. I've been so 'busy' doing nothing and everything at the same time. To be honest, my mind is kind of full with a lot of stuff I worry about. So it seems like I don't do anything, I'm mostly just on my phone talking to friends or on facebook, but that's mostly because I want to get my mind off of things I worry about. People always nag on me for being 'on my phone all the time' or 'always on the internet' (oh the cliché) and they whine to me about people not being social anymore but to me I couldn't live without. Not because I can't live without my phone or my laptop. I just can't stand being alone. My phone and laptop connect me with my best friends who are not around the corner. People can say 'then go out with other friends' all they want, but I simply have reasons (other than the distance of me and my best friends) where I can't do that. It bugs me a lot when people judge me for being some kind of addict. Sure, I joke about it a lot with them because I don't want to have to explain myself, but it's starting to really piss me off. This is my way of coping with the so called real world which I hate to pieces. I hate where I live and I hate most things around me. I used to run in my so called addictions like J-music, J-dramas, series and books but due to several reasons they don't work anymore. I'm pretty much a wreck and cry a lot. I am really glad that I have friends who, despite the distance and problems, are always there for me. I love them to pieces and hope that we'll never grow apart.
Anyway. Enough with the depressing confessions, I have done a few things this past half year and it ticks a few Day Zero Project boxes (it ends this year!! AAH! Still have to do a few things!), so here:
9. Get
my driver’s license
YEAAAAH!!!!
In 1 go!! I did NOT expect it to happen, but am really relieved I managed to do
it! HAPPY!
10. Finish
my current education
With a lot
of ups and downs I finished my education and now have a bachelor’s degree… I’m
happy I finished, but I don’t feel like I’m ready for what I want to do just
yet. So I’m searching for another education, hard to find a fitting 1 tho cause
I want to have something in which I can really grow as a person and in carreer.
We’ll see.
24. Lose
5kg
Half a year
now or maybe longer I’ve been swimming weekly now, I try to somewhat eat
healthy without being on a diet. I’ve lost about 7kg right now, really happy
with it and I am planning on losing a lot more. ^^
30. Don’t
eat chocolate for a week
See above,
I have weeks where I don’t eat a lot of sweets etc at all.
35. Cook
dinner for (a) friend(s)
I’ve been
really into cooking and baking since my last post! So I’ve cooked a few dinners
with/for friends at parties or just when we met up. I LOVE IT.
50. Buy/borrow
a random book and read it
I started
reading a book I borrowed from my best friend. ^^
77. Organize
a meeting
I’ve
organized meetings with friends, organized my birthday but next Friday-Sunday I’ve
organized a sleepover with a lot of friends. XD I wonder if it’ll fit in this
tiny house, but we’ll manage. :3 SUPER EXCITED!
90. Give
someone a random present
Not much to
say about it.
101. Fall in love
I did and that's all there is to say.
