I love my friends :3 + DZP update

Hola people!

It's been too too long I know. I've been so 'busy' doing nothing and everything at the same time. To be honest, my mind is kind of full with a lot of stuff I worry about. So it seems like I don't do anything, I'm mostly just on my phone talking to friends or on facebook, but that's mostly because I want to get my mind off of things I worry about. People always nag on me for being 'on my phone all the time' or 'always on the internet' (oh the cliché) and they whine to me about people not being social anymore but to me I couldn't live without. Not because I can't live without my phone or my laptop. I just can't stand being alone. My phone and laptop connect me with my best friends who are not around the corner. People can say 'then go out with other friends' all they want, but I simply have reasons (other than the distance of me and my best friends) where I can't do that. It bugs me a lot when people judge me for being some kind of addict. Sure, I joke about it a lot with them because I don't want to have to explain myself, but it's starting to really piss me off. This is my way of coping with the so called real world which I hate to pieces. I hate where I live and I hate most things around me. I used to run in my so called addictions like J-music, J-dramas, series and books but due to several reasons they don't work anymore. I'm pretty much a wreck and cry a lot. I am really glad that I have friends who, despite the distance and problems, are always there for me. I love them to pieces and hope that we'll never grow apart.

Anyway. Enough with the depressing confessions, I have done a few things this past half year and it ticks a few Day Zero Project boxes (it ends this year!! AAH! Still have to do a few things!), so here:

9.    Get my driver’s license

YEAAAAH!!!! In 1 go!! I did NOT expect it to happen, but am really relieved I managed to do it! HAPPY!

10.  Finish my current education

With a lot of ups and downs I finished my education and now have a bachelor’s degree… I’m happy I finished, but I don’t feel like I’m ready for what I want to do just yet. So I’m searching for another education, hard to find a fitting 1 tho cause I want to have something in which I can really grow as a person and in carreer. We’ll see.

24.   Lose 5kg

Half a year now or maybe longer I’ve been swimming weekly now, I try to somewhat eat healthy without being on a diet. I’ve lost about 7kg right now, really happy with it and I am planning on losing a lot more. ^^

30.   Don’t eat chocolate for a week

See above, I have weeks where I don’t eat a lot of sweets etc at all.

35.   Cook dinner for (a) friend(s)

I’ve been really into cooking and baking since my last post! So I’ve cooked a few dinners with/for friends at parties or just when we met up. I LOVE IT.

50.   Buy/borrow a random book and read it

I started reading a book I borrowed from my best friend. ^^

77.   Organize a meeting

I’ve organized meetings with friends, organized my birthday but next Friday-Sunday I’ve organized a sleepover with a lot of friends. XD I wonder if it’ll fit in this tiny house, but we’ll manage. :3 SUPER EXCITED!

90.   Give someone a random present

Not much to say about it.

101. Fall in love

I did and that's all there is to say.

DZP update

Hey guys~

I have updated my Day Zero Project page~

14.  Pass 3 exams with a grade above 6 (1/3) I didnt make it T^T ..5.5s and 5.9s XD; *hides*

19.  Pass all my exams (2/2) I did pass em all :D

41.   Post things on Marktplaats

82.   Spend a day at the beach Went to Indonesia right ;3

91.   Give both my parents a present (0/2)

When I was in Amsterdam I bought my parents two little gifts :3 They were from this aweesome Chinese shop. I was so in love with all the stuff they sold. XD But ofc I didn't have a lot of money so I just bought two little things. ^^

Multiple fangirl at heart

As with my blog, I have been neglecting my dramas as well. In two years I might have watched two dramas. :/ I do however have been watching a lot of American shows. xD shame shame. Anyway. I recently started watching a drama again and I'm planning on watching a lot more. :3
I've started watching Lucky Seven, no particular reason for choosing this one, but Matsumoto Jun is in it and it struck me that after two years my 'first' drama stars the same actor as the very first drama I ever watched (hanadan). xD

As for my American shows, I've got toooo many stacked up. xD The last show I watched was Fringe and I actually jumped in, in between. XD I did watch a lot of episodes from beginning to where I started watching frequently, but not everything. I do want to watch all seasons tho. So that's on my list. I also need to properly watch Lost. Which is quite the same as Fringe; I've watched a lot of single episodes of that show so I basically know that I will LOVE to watch the entire thing. But there are a lot of episodes. I've also still got a few new shows that started last year.. some of em got canceled but I think that they're still worth the watch (The Secret Circle, Ringer etc). Underneath those I still have a few shows like Merlin, Legend of the Seeker and continuing with Misfits. XD So yeah... a lot of things to look forward to. :p

I ALSO want to read a lot of books. T^T Thing is that I don't read that fast and I'm easily drawn to my tv. :(  I've been totally and completely under a spell by A Song of Ice and Fire, since I started watching Game of Thrones. I find it a little weird that it's become so popular because I normally only have one friend to talk to about such shows and now 'everyone' is watching it. I hope it doesn't get over-hyped. I do like that people are finally getting taste tho XD. Another book series I want to read is pretty little liars. I've been watching the show as well and I think that reading it would be even more fun. .__.

Anyway, all of these multiple wants + my still having to work on my graduation project keeps me from updating my blog every now and then. XD This is yet another attempt at writing a lot more tho! XD I hope I can make the time. :p

X~

No more exams! EVAH

Hey guys! I'm currently in the train going back home... I had a great day with my best friends today! We've been saying to hang out just the 4 of us for a looong time and today it finally happened xD hahaha. We went ti EYE film museum, a new museum about movies and since I'm working on a documentary I thought it would be interesting to go see what they have~ eventually I expected other things, but it was pretty interesting.. The exhibition is really artsy IMO, and rather creepy lol. The basement (which is free xD) was the best thing they have, you can watch little clips of movies, we only watched 1 batch but I thought that it was really fun! It contained a scene from Harry Potter xD hahaha so I was content anyway! Afterwards we went shopping and I was able to find 2 shirts/dresses (dont really know how to use em yet hahaha), it was really fun! ^^ Other than that I've been really busy with my project, exams and an operation... I don't recall if I told you guys about this but I've been having these unbareable pains in the middle of the night because I have galstones (or something). They removed my galbladder (I really dont know if these are the right terms in english so excuse me if I'm wrong xDD) and I had to recover for about a month. Right after my exams came up, but because of the operation I was really tired all the time! LUCKILY!!!!! I did pass both of my exams AND THAT MEANS THAT I PASSED ALL MY EXAMS! YAY PARTY TIIIME XD Now I can fully focus on graduating. :3 Which is an awesome feeling.. For example, if I didn't pass I'd be studying in the train in stead of writing this blog xD. After this I have to prep for my plans in Indonesia because I still have to get a lot of things done before I leave. Only a few more weeks to go! Yay! I'm really excited to shoot some awesome scenes! And then editing without the thought in the back of my mind "you have to study Desi"... Really, this is the best feeling ever! Anyway, I think that's all for now.. Have a great day everyone and thanks for reading ^^